Merry Meet Hunny Bunnies,
As the title states, I am tired of apologizing to you guys about my absences, so I am not going to! However, I will tell you a little about what's going on so you can understand why I have been M.I.A. sooo much lately!
First off, the month of October was HORRIBLE beyond words! I am going through sooo much at home with my mother it isn't even funny. I am constantly being resented by my mother (it has nothing about my practices tho) and it has taken such an emotional told on me. She is all I had/have parent wise and to know that nothing I do ever pleases her is killing me. It has gotten to the point that I am actually seeking counseling to prevent having an emotional breakdown. The counseling seems to help but I still find days when I am depressed (I even broke down crying at work because I read a card that was created for a child to give his/her mother).
Second, because of all I am going through at home I feel the need to get away and so I made the decision to go to Job Corps. My first orientation is on Wednesday of this upcoming week. I am feeling a bit unsure because I have read some really bad reviews about Job Corps but I feel that right now at my point in life I have no other option. I will be taking up a trade in Culinary Arts. My love and passion for cooking will come in handy! Wish me luck guys and any advice or suggestions will be greatly appreciated.
Third, I feel like my practice has been placed on hold because of the constant stress and depression I am going through. So I am trying to change that but its so hard. I am also excite about going to the states because I will be able to meet other wiccans and witches who would, hopefully, be able to help me in getting my practice back to where it should be.
So guys this is why I have been M.I.A. so much lately. There is more info to it but since this is the internet, I will leave it as that. But basically this constantly alone feeling I have is taking a serious serious chunk out of my usual happiness and I feel as tho I have no place or no one to turn to.
P.S. Advice and suggestions are welcomed and greatly appreciated but please don't reply because you feel pity for me....I don't want anyone to feel pity for me!
Blessed Be wit
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